CUORE SPEZZATO E TESTA ALTA BY SAGG NAPOLI [WARSAW GALLERY WEEKEND]

If you feel like you’re losing your mind find your body,

I promise

your head will follow

To find a way to find parts of yourself

I always say against myself for myself

It is to say that at times when it gets very dark

I push my body hard

It is always to eventually find my mind

And all the different pieces I scattered around places

I have pieces missing in my memory, chunks of time

And I cannot get a hold of them

I think is the bipolar in me

The alternating between mania and depression

Sometimes makes my memories feel and look like fantasies

Ive said this before “ the things my mind made me see”

But also the things my mind made me forget

So I find myself often

Standing desperately on those pieces of memory, places that are so engrained in my

sensory memory

My mind can’t erase

I stand there to build the rest

To find my head again I had to trust the fantasies too

I had to have faith that wat wasn’t there yet was gonna be there again

To find my head I had to and I am still

pushing hard,

giving it everything I’ve got

Fo real

Discipline sometimes is almost suffocating

Perhaps painful too

Against myself for myself

by SAGG Napoli, 22 August 2024